Saturday, October 1, 2016

Can I Just Be Veronica?

Here's a story for you:

I went home for labor day weekend to stay with my sister while my parents went out of time and I had all day Friday to myself. My parents were gone and my sister was at the state institution called public school so what does a 21 year old girl do when she is home alone, you may ask??

She lays out by the pool reading a book while tanning and she may have had an iced tea.

I also stumbled upon a random channel on DirectTV and saw that the show Veronica Mars was playing. I thought: Hm, I like Kristen Bell and I know she plays Veronica and that this is set during the 2000s, this could be promising. So I decided to watch it. I watched three episodes from the middle of season 1 and was so lost and confused but SO HOOKED!!! So here I am, almost done with season 3 and it's amazing. Go watch it now. It's so good.

Also Veronica made the lamest joke that I would totally make in real life on purpose, so are we the same person? Probably.

My plans are to watch the movie too when I finish season 3 if you wanted to know my future plans.


Where'd You Go Bernadette by Maria Semple
Started: May 22, 2016
Finished: May 25, 2016
Stars: 3/5

This book was pretty funny. It makes fun of the private school type parents and that whole situation and kind of how people raise their kids. It's told mostly through the daughter's point of view and she plays detective to find her mom. Bernadette and Bee are probably the best parts of this book. They are quirky, funny, and really love each other.

Honestly, the ending was a little dragged out. I don't want to spoil anything, but in the middle of the book the big conflict happened and it felt like it took forever for it to be resolved. That was the only thing I didn't really like.


A Discovery of Witches by Deborah Harkness
Started: June 20, 2016
Finished: June 21, 2016
Stars: 4/5

This adult version of what all good things about Harry Potter and other supernatural books. It was soo good. I started this on the plan home from China and stayed up the entire. flight. home. reading it. I ended up crashing in my bed at home when I landed 16 hours later with 100 pages left. So I got up the next day and finished it. It was such a great read.

I loved the history involved with the magic and the human dynamics. It was such a fun book to get lost in. My mom's good friend and also our neighbor loved these books. And was convinced that I would like it too. Also our DG House Mom loved them and said I would like it. So I read it via their recommendations and here were are.  


["book recommended by a family member" for my 2016 Reading Challenge]

Wild by Cheryl Strayed
Started: June 22, 2016
Finished: June 22, 2016
Stars: 3.5/5

I started this book in February 2014 and couldn't finish it because school is a lot and busy and I couldn't find the time. When I picked it up again in the summer, I just picked up where I left off when I first started. I also finished it in one sitting when we were driving on a family road trip so win.

I picked it back up during the summer and loved it. I love Cheryl's story and how she had the courage to backpack in the woods by herself. She finds healing and reassurance in the woods and it is beautifully written. Her words are comforting and peaceful and I want to have the courage to do something half as brave as her.

["book you started but not finished previously" for my 2016 Reading Challenge]


Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo
Started: June 22, 2016
Finished: June 25, 2016
Stars: 5/5

So many great things about this book. I read her previous series called Shadow and Bone and it was pretty good. So when I saw this new book I had some decent expectations, you know kind of meh. But it wayyyy surpassed my expectations. It was so good.

There were different perspectives from the different characters and each character was so diverse and unique and it was so much fun to read. I love her writing. It's magical. The sequel came out a few weeks ago and I so want to find the time to read it because I want to know what happens dammit!!! I just need to play time out with school so I can sleep and read this book (or maybe not sleep) and then go back to school. Takers any one?

["first book you sea in a bookstore" for my 2016 Reading Challenge]

Monday, September 26, 2016

Look Who's Back [it's me]

I seem to do this a lot: take a hiatus from you my loyal readers either because I don't know what to say and/or I can't seem to manage my time well enough to plan for how busy I am/what all I need to do. Two things I'm really good at: procrastinating and thinking I have all the time in the world. Usually I don't.

So I'll update you on my life. It's been ten months since I last logged my very riveting thoughts on the internet. A lot has happened since then.
I celebrated my 21st birthday in May, and am now legal to drink the alcohol. Very liberating.

I traveled abroad to China for 3 weeks with a university centered group. I'll probably contribute those details in the near future (if I can ever find the time/motivation/words to do so).

Also traveled to Telluride, Colorado and hiked a ton (yes that is a very specific amount). I love nature.

I also attended Lollapallooza in Chicago and heard some AMAZING bands/artists play and just share the music. That should be a separate post. It deserves it.

Also, I am now a senior (GASP) and I don't like it. If you know anything about me, it's that 1) I avoid conflict, and 2) I can never make a damn decision. So naturally, I have no idea (no one small idea) as to what I want to do after I graduate. If you have any suggestions, please send them my way. I need all the help I can get at this point.
And Senior year sucks. Don't do it. Avoid it at all costs. Be a freshman all your life. Don't take this advice lightly!!

So obviously, I've read a lot since May. I had to downsize my reading goal from 120 to 110, because I just did not have the time to read 3+ books per week. That sucked honestly. So since then I have read 45 books. It was summer and I had more free time than usual. I won't bore you with 45 book reviews, but I'll hit the highlights.



Cruel Crown by Victoria Aveyard
Started: May 7, 2016
Finished: May 11, 2016
Stars: 3.5/5

I read this after the high that is Glass Sword and I just needed a fix. I needed back into that world. I'm like a book addict. Victoria Aveyard could write a shopping list and I would read it and probably fall in love with it. It contained 2 (count 'em 2) stories and they were all the more enlightening. They really helped with the perspective of the series overall.
The first novella was so haunting and beautiful. It's about Cal's mom, Queen Coriane, and how she became queen. It was so sad!!! Ugh.
And then the second novella was about Farley before she met Mare in the Stilts. It wasn't quite what I was expecting and I don't know if it really helped the reader better understand Farley. I wanted more about Farley and Shade or Farley behind the scenes of Red Queen or about Farley and her family. It seemed oddly timed and not really helpful for the overall plot of the Red Queen story.

I also learned that the next installment comes out in February and you better believe that I am stoked beyond belief for King's Cage.


Lord of the Flies by William Golding
Started: May 15, 2016
Finished: May 16, 2016
Stars: 3/5

Preface: my sister needed to write a research paper on any banned book and she chose this one. I was also home by the time she needed to actually write the paper and the outline, so naturally, me being an English major, I was recruited to help her with the paper. You're groaning in your chair right now, but I was hella excited. THIS IS MY JOB!!! ITS SO MUCH FUN!!!!

So I read the novel (this banned novel) to better assist her with the analysis and summary and to help her better write her paper. (she got an A btw, cuz she's related to me and she's brilliant by association).

Honestly, this book is dark. It has humor but the overall concept and the plot is dark and depressing. The idea of kids surviving on an island together and their being a power struggle with such violence and hatred is startling. Which is probably why it's banned on some school board or in some library.
This is a classic so if you need me to summarize it for you, you could honestly read it within a day or two and find out the fun for yourself!

[this was my "book set on an island" for my 2016 Reading Challenge]


The Winner's Kiss by Marie Rutkoski
Started: May 10, 2016
Finished: May 17, 2016
Stars: 3.5

I think the issue with this book was that I built it up too much before reading it. I had been a year since I read the first two and I had some high hopes. Overall, this just seemed like flat ending to this series. I loveeeddddd the first two. I thought they had so much substance and possibilities for the third one. But it just didn't do it for me. I remember having to push myself to finish this one. Not the writing was bad, but that the plot didn't hook me. I could predict how it ended and the conflicts in the middle just didn't intrigue me. Sorry Marie. I love your fictional and scholarly work, but this one just didn't hit the high notes.

[this was my "book published in 2016" for my 2016 Reading Challenge]


Queen of Shadows by Sarah J. Maas
Started: May 19, 2016
Finished: May 22, 2016
Stars: 4.3/5

If you take one thing away from this whole post, let it be that Sarah J. Maas is a mastermind and I would read her grocery list in a second. Her writing is incredible and it is a dream of mine to be only half as good of a writer and plotter as she is.

I started this in the middle of the school year last year and couldn't finish it because I was so busy. So I picked it back up in May and started from the beginning and read it in one weekend. Three days. THREE. DAYS. 648 incredible pages absolutely devoured in 3 days. What a concept.

Honestly, you never know what to expect in her books. I can never predict them. I struggle with anticipating them before I read them because her plots are so out of this world. Her characters have so many complexities and you can't help but relate to every. single. one. of. them. It's incredible. She is able to weave in out of all of her characters' perspectives so fluidly and you don't even realize what she's doing until you've finished. And it doesn't matter if the book is 200 pages or 700 pages, you want to breeze through it because she reels you in like any good fisherman does. Bless your crafty writing creative hands, Sarah Maas.

["Young Adult Bestseller Book" for my 2016 Reading Challenge, though I argue that it's a little mature for YA and should be considered as New Adult, but what do I know.]


That's all I have for now. Ideally, I'll update you soon with the rest of the books and other fun events that are going on in my life. It's really not that exciting, but it's your choice.

SOP: Stone Cold by Demi Lovato
I am going through a Demi phase because she is such a cool person. And has an incredible voice. So go check her new stuff out.

Saturday, May 7, 2016

God Bless Captain Wentworth

“I took a deep breath and listened to the old brag of my heart. I am, I am, I am.” 

I rediscovered this quote. It's from the Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath and I don't know why it's been on replay in my head, but it is. And I can't escape it, but I love it.

It's finals week and I have a 10 page paper that I'm working on, but I told myself that once I got to page 5 I could take a break. So here I am, taking a break watching Netflix and updating my blog. (Apologies for the delay of posts.) Mostly I'm just updating my book reviews cuz I am hella behind.

The Third Policeman by Flann O'Brien
Started: March 28, 2016
Finished: April 1, 2016
Stars: 4/5

This book is straight up weird. But hilarious. But absurd. But ridiculous. When you first start reading it, you think that it'll be a normal read, about a poor Irishman and his life story. But it's not. Like at all. IT DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE.

There is no logic to this book but that's what makes it awesome! The footnotes add a whole different aspect to the story and the narrator. and it's brilliant. The atomic theory is hilarious, you'll love it I swear.
I don't really know what else to say about it because there are no other words to explain it. It's just a really strange but great book.



Emma by Jane Austen
Started: March 27, 2016
Finished: April 6, 2016
Stars: 5/5

Oh Emma. I think the reason why Emma is a hard character to like is because she messes up all the time. But I also think that's why she's relatable. Everyone messes up and Emma gets called on it alllllll the time by Knightley. I think this is why I like Emma so much. She's childish and causes problems, but in the end she gets her own happy ending. And I think that's what everyone is looking for.

This is third time that I've read Emma and every time I read it, I get all happy and fall in love with a different character. This time, I realized how great Knightley is. The first time I fell in love with Emma and her intelligence. The second time I realized how great Mrs. Weston is. (No seriously, she is basically match-making Emma and Knightley the entire book.) The past two times, I thought that Knightley was an overbearing jerk who needed to let Emma make her own mistakes. But he's basically the backbone of Highbury. He makes sure everything goes smoothly and everyone is happy and provided for. I want someone like that in my life.

Persuasion by Jane Austen
Started: April 6, 2016
Finished: April 18, 2016
Stars: 6/5

I love this book. It's my all time favorite book. And if I go on a rant right now, I'm sorry, but I just can't help it. Everything about it makes me giddy and unable to contain my excitement. I'm also going to apologize for any spoilers.

This is the second time I've ever read Persuasion and I forgot how much I love it. Anne is the perfect character. She quietly sits in the background of the entire novel, up until the very end. She is modest and kind and selfless and just the most pure character. All I want to do is protect her. She's solemn and melancholy after nursing her broken heart for 8 WHOLE YEARS!!! WHAT??? WHO HAS THAT DEDICATION?? And after you figure this out, you're like damn Anne, get over him. But then you meet who she's been hung up over. AND HOT DAMN CAPTAIN WENTWORTH YOU ARE A GIFT TO MANKIND. You totally understand why Anne can't get over him. Because he's perfect. Literally in every way except that he doesn't pay attention to Anne (not explicitly) until the second volume. Cuz honestly he's still kind of pissed off at her (which he's totally justified in being upset with her—you'll figure out why).

Captain Wentworth's letter gets me every. single. damn. time. I get this stupid little grin and I clap my hands a few times. This time, when I read it, I was kicking my feet in the air as I laid on my couch in the living room. Where everyone could see me. Last time I read this, once I had it finished, I re-read Wentworth's letter I don't know how many times. When I'm sad, I go and read his letter because it's the best flipping thing since sliced bread. It's amazing. Hands down the best, most happiest thing I've ever read.

If you haven't read Persuasion, you are missing out and you need to read it ASAP. It's only 200 pages so it's not like a huge commitment, but you'll want to give it your full attention (no reading it while watching Netflix, sorry).

Glass Sword by Victoria Aveyard
Started: April 30, 2016
Finished: May 2, 2016
Stars: 5/5

This may not be news to anyone but this series is my fave and they are beautiful with a strong female heroine and so so so so so so so so so good!!!!!!! I love it. I kind of have a slight book hangover from this one and I just keep thinking about the ending (HOLY CRAP TALK ABOUT CLIFF HANGER AND PLOT TWIST) and all the characters in it are flawless.

Cal is bae (obviously) and Mare is amazing and so conflicted throughout the entire novel. I don't know what else to say that won't give away the plot or the emotions or the feels or I don't know. I just love her writing, it's so beautiful and powerful and makes you feel so many things.

When I was maybe 2/3 of the way finished, I had to put the book down because I was so worked up and anxious. I was sweating, I was jittery and I was just hyped by the adrenaline that the plot gave me. It was a whirlwind of a read.
Low key upset that I have to wait until 2017 for the next book because I need it yesterday.

SOP: As Much As I Ever Could by City and Colour



Monday, March 28, 2016

BRB Napping

You know that feeling when you wake up from a nap and you have no idea where you are, what day it is, or even who you are? That's me but all semester.

I have no idea what day it is because last time I checked it was February and I was bundling up for cold weather. Now it's March (almost April if you want to get technical) and I'm wearing sandals. All I can think is WHERE THE HECK DID ALL THAT TIME GO???

I'm not ready. I need more time for this semester. I am not ready to think about final paper topics and graduate school applications and more standardized tests. There's also one other thing... I am SOOOOO not ready to be a senior. Nope. Nope. Nopity. Nope. Not ready. Give me another four years please.

So that's me right now. Quietly but forcefully panicking about the future and how much I am not ready for it.

I'm sorry I took a small hiatus. School is busy and apparently, I've been napping (psychologically) since I last posted. Yay naps!



A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man by James Joyce
Started: February 21, 2016
Finished: March 8, 2016
Stars: 5/5

Joyce, my man. He's great. I love his language, I love his writing style. I love his characters. I even love his strong bouts of existentialism.

Stephen is a great character. He is flawed in so many ways, but that is makes him so realistic. He is struggling to find himself and doesn't quite know where he fits in this mess we call humanity. He doesn't really know what he wants, except that he wants to be an artist. Same Stephen. Same.

I read this book for My Irish Literature course and also wrote a pretty great parody to it. I enjoyed it at least.

But yeah... 10/10 would recommend Joyce.

Passenger by Alexandra Bracken
Started: January 17, 2016
Finished: March 12, 2016
Stars: 4/5

What a whirlwind of a story. I loved the history and the places. Her imagery is always phenomenal and her characters are always so diverse and realistic. Not going to lie here, but Etta got on my nerves a few times. But it was worth it because that just made her seem all the more realistic to me. The ending kills you. You feel for these characters and I was engrossed. I did have to set it down for a few months because I couldn't finish it in January before school overtook my life. But I'm so glad I was able to put off school work and pick this one back up during Spring Break!

Winter by Marissa Meyer
Started: March 13, 2016
Finished: March 17, 2016
Stars: 4.5/5

This was such a great conclusion to the Lunar Chronicles. I don't really know what to say about it because I'm still a little starstruck. All of the characters were so great and the friendships are my favorite parts about these books. It was so great that I don't even know where to start!!!!

Mansfield Park by Jane Austen
Started: February 19, 2016
Finished: March 22, 2016
Stars: 3.4/5

Funny story about my time reading this. So I thought for my Austen class that after reading Pride and Prejudice, we would read Mansfield Park, so I was a good student and read the assigned reading days before it was due. Then I look at the calendar to check my other homework and on the date that it was due, I see that we were supposed to read Northanger Abbey and NOT Mansfield Park so I was royally screwed. The only positive thing was that I had already ready NA and just refreshed myself by reading the spark notes. It's funny now, but I was flipping shit when I first realized my error.

Mansfield Park didn't leave me with the happy feeling that all of her other books did. I didn't like any of the characters, first of all. Except for Fanny and William and Susan (the last two don't even have a major role in the book). Edmund seemed boring and just annoying. I get why Fanny liked him, but she totally could've done soooo much better. At one point, even though Henry Crawford is despicable in the end, I was rooting for him and not Edmund. He's so much more suave than Edmund. Edmund is like that older brother who doesn't let anyone have any fun unless he somehow justifies himself for having that fun also. Buzzkill.

But I love Austen. It's impossible to not like her books even though the characters are blah. So Read it and Enjoy it. I swear.

SOP: Let It Go by James Bay
(or is it James BAE, idk you decide)


Tuesday, February 16, 2016

Me and Austen and Shakespeare

I recently (and finally) watched Me and Earl and the Dying Girl. If you recall (or you could just go look at my review for the book version), I'm not a fan of the book. The characters were flat to me and Greg was just a asshole with zero redeeming qualities. Thankfully, the movie is not like the book in that aspect. Greg has some humanity to him and he actually becomes friends with Rachel. In the book I got the feeling that Greg felt indifferent about everything, especially Rachel and his friendship with her.

I enjoyed the movie. I thought it did a good job of portraying human emotion and human experience, with the added challenge of high school. It's depressing though. I definitely do not remember feeling that sad when I read the book. Rachel was obviously the best character. Then Earl. Then Greg. If you wanted to know my preference. (Cuz you totally did. I know it.)

Twelfth Night by William Shakespeare
Started: January 25, 2016
Finished: January 26, 2016
Stars: 4/5

Have you seen She's The Man? Then you've seen a modern interpretation of this play. Granted, Amanda Bynes makes it hilarious and feminist as hell, but still it's based off of Twelfth Night. This may be one of my favorite Shakespeare plays. I love all of the gender confusion and feminism and Viola is my fave. She's great. And you can't help but laugh at the Duke Orsino because he's ridiculous and dramatic in the woes of love and blah blah blah. Just men making fools of themselves is hilarious.

[this book is my "book set during Christmas" for my 2016 Reading Challenge]


Sense and Sensibility by Jane Austen
Started: January 21, 2016
Finished: January 31, 2016
Stars: 4/5

Introducing Elinor. One of my new fave Austen heroines. Elinor is quiet and composed, yet logical and smart and humble and SO COOL. I think she is the most relatable of Austen's heroines because anyone can relate to her. Marianne can get a little annoying at times, but you can't help but sympathize with you because she is young and naive and only announces publicly what everyone else wants in their life. The only awkward component of S&S is the heroes: they aren't really anything special. But I really loved Colonel Brandon. Most people are indifferent towards him, but, next to Elinor, he is my fave in this book. I really loved the friendship between Elinor and Colonel Brandon and think it was severely underrated.

[this book was my "book that is 100 years or older than you" for my 2016 Reading Challenge]


The Taming of the Shrew by William Shakespeare
Started: February 10, 2016
Finished: February 15, 2016
Stars: ?/5

I'm very confused on how I feel about this play. I don't know how to read it. Is it a satire? Is Shakespeare being literal in his description of Petruchio's abuse? I  D O N 'T  K N O W. I love Katharina. I am positive that she is a semi-feminist character, at least up until the last two Acts... But who the heck knows.


Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
Started: February 6, 2016
Finished: February 13, 2016
Stars:

This is the third time I've read this book. I read it for the first time in 7th grade and I call it "my gateway book." It's the book that made me love reading. I read it again in high school and, now, I suppose it's appropriate to read it again in college.

I have forgotten how much I loved this book. It just makes me so happy. There is no way that you could hate this book. I'm sorry there just isn't. It's funny and romantic with social commentary and challenges the social standards. Lizzy is funny and witty and totally does not follow how a lady is supposed to act and it's great.


Hey, did you notice that my reviews for this post were either Jane Austen or William Shakespeare? Well, that's my life this semester because I'm taking a Perspectives on Jane Austen class and a Shakespeare Comedies and Histories class. Sorry if you don't like either of them. But that's life. I will be having a boatload of fun this semester! Yippee. No really. I'm not being facetious. It's going to be so fun.

SOP: Over My Head by Fleetwood Mac






Monday, February 1, 2016

Merlin's Beard


Whenever I hear or read or write this phrase, "Merlin's Beard," I always finish it and think "Merlin's beard, Harry." Why? Because Professor Slughorn always uses this phrase in Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince and it's just stuck with me. (Yes I tied it back to Harry Potter, aka Bae.) There's a little side note about yours truly.

I’ll preface this next part by saying I took 2 English courses last semester: European Modernism and Arthurian Legend and Literature. The deep books I read in fall 2015 are for the European Modernism class, mostly. I’m not complaining here. I loved the books I read this past semester. But I’m just explaining the situation. 

Here are those reviews. I'm sorry this post will be super long. You can pick and choose what to read. I won't be offended if you don't read it all and just skip to the end. Totally understandable. I do it too. 


Fruits of the Earth by André Gide
Started: August 26, 2015
Finished: August 30, 2015
Stars: 3.5/5

A classmate of mine described this as a book (I'm paraphrasing here) "a pretentious jerk would read in a hipster coffee shop and quote it to make people feel stupid when really he doesn't understand what he's reading." I thought it was pretty funny and pretty spot on because Gide is a little pretentious. But nonetheless I loved what he had to say about the fruit and desire and pursuing one's dreams and hopes.

Nathaniel is the subject to whom Gide is writing and giving advice. But Nathaniel is actually the audience, the world, anyone reading. He is a universal character that is used to make everyone feel like Gide's words are intimate and informal and personal.

Gotta love those French philosophers.

A Moveable Feast by Ernest Hemingway
Started: September 12, 2015
Finished: September 15, 2015
Stars: 4.5/5

Hemingway at his rudest. He pokes fun at all of his friends while he recounts all of his time he spent in Paris. It's beautifully written and in the form of vignettes. Each episode revolves around a certain subject and theme and you feel as if you were there living with Hemingway in his modest dwelling. 

After the Paris Terrorist attacks (I learned this from CBS Nightly News or something like that), this book was in high demand because it paints Paris in a beautiful light, as it should be. People want to remember Paris as this city of light and love, not one of terror and Hemingway's episodic piece is the perfect way to pay respect to the city, especially in the time of suffering and pain that recently occurred.  

Kew Gardens by Virginia Woolf
Started/Finished: September 8, 2016
Stars: 4.5/5

This story focuses on one snail as it observes different couples on a causal day in a Garden. You are literally viewing the world through the perspective of a snail. Like who does that??? Woolf does. That's who. And she's the Queen of this stuff. 

The Mark on the Wall by Virginia Woolf
Started/Finished: September 5, 2015
Stars: 5/5

Woolf is known for her stream of consciousness and her tendency to emphasize the insignificant in the world. Her descriptions seem like rambles, but are filled with an amazing amount of imagery. She forces us to change how we look at menial and small parts of our everyday lives. That's what is so great about her writing. You get stuck in her head as you read her words and it feels like you are reading a reflection of your own thoughts on paper and in her words. 

Reading her work is like opening your eyes to the same world in a new light. This is my favorite piece that displays all of Woolf's wonderful tendencies. 

Blue & Green by Virginia Woolf
Started/Finished: September 8, 2015
Stars: 5/5

I had to read this short story at least 5 times. It's not even a page long so it's not like it was long and took me a long time. But I took me forever to understand what Woolf was describing. And when I figured it out, it was like a lightbulb went off and I wanted to jump around and dance because it's that beautiful. Her writing and descriptions are beautiful and magical. The two parts almost contradict each other in mood, but, in order to put the whole piece together, you need to put the two stories together. It does not make sense if you neglect one part of the story.

The String Quartet by Virginia Woolf
Started/Finished: September 5, 2015
Stars: 3/5

Music and nature are two things that aren't usually described in tandem in one story. But Woolf does it beautifully. It's beautiful. I really can't say enough on how eye-opening and satisfying it is to read Woolf's words. 

Blood Wedding by Federico García Lorca
Started: September 19, 2015
Finished: September 20, 2015
Stars: 1.5/5

Ugh. This play was dark and frankly I was bored most of the time. It had good literary merit. But I think the problem was that I had an edition that had a mediocre translation. Classmates of mine had editions with completely different wording and, in my opinion, it changed the entire meaning of the play. Maybe I would've enjoyed the play had I read the edition of a majority of my classmates.


Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka
Started: September 24, 2015
Finished: September 25, 2015
Stars: 

This book is always a classic. The more I read this book, the more I appreciate this book. I really hated this book the first time I read it in high school. But I really saw that Kafka is supposed to be portraying alienation and loneliness that I think we can relate to, at least in the slightest bit. Family issues and self-image are important too. 

If you hate it at first, think about what Gregor goes through. And then you won't hate it. 

A Hunger Artist by Franz Kafka
Started/Finished: September 29, 2015
Stars: 4/5 

This is equally as depressing as Metamorphosis, but different. It focuses on the search for something you desire and love. It's short and pretty easy to read, but carries a ton of underlying meaning. Go on. Read it. Enjoy it. You can thank me later. 

Young Goodman Brown by Nathaniel Hawthorne
Started/Finished: October 15, 2015
Stars: 2.5/5

Frankly, I only remember the plot to this book. It's not one of Hawthorne's best work, but it's good. It's set in the Salem witch trials era. But it's theme revolves around secret societies and conspiracy. 

No Exit by Jean-Paul Sartre
Started: October 5, 2015
Finished: October 6, 2015
Stars: 4/5

This is such a great play. It preaches the whole concept of "hell is other people" because these three people spend the afterlife with each other. It's not said that they are in hell, but who knows. These three characters are in a "hate triangle:" they feed off of each other and drive each other crazy by pushing each other's buttons. Like Camus, it also touches on the ideas of bad-faith and honesty and decisions. Existentialism man. It's the best. 

The Myth of Sisyphus by Albert Camus
Started/Finished: October 19, 2015
Stars: 3.5/5

Very philosophical. It deals with decisions and actions and what that determines about our character and essence. 

That’s all you really need to know about it. 

The Adulterous Woman by Albert Camus
Started/Finished: October 21, 2016
Stars: 4/5

My favorite Camus story. I don’t want to say much without giving away the point of the story because the ending is amazing. This story is short enough and intriguing enough that you could finish it in 30 minutes. 

It focuses on bad-faith and existentialism and regret for doing something because it was comfortable and not because you were 100% committed and excited about it. Something I’m sure a majority of people can relate to and understand. 

Waiting for Godot by Samuel Beckett
Started: October 20, 2015
Finished: October 21, 2015
Stars: 2.5/5

No. Just no. I get that this play is mostly about existentialism and the idea of action to determine oneself instead of thought or word. I get it. BUT NOTHING HAPPENS IN THE PLAY. 

It’s two men talking about waiting for Godot. It’s almost as if there is an attraction between Estragon and Vladimir and the two of them hold their own attractions and fascinations with Godot. Also are in they in hell? Are they in purgatory? Are they on Earth and literally just waiting? We. Don’t. Know. 

Nothing in this play is known except the names of the characters and that they are waiting for Godot. It’s all left to interpretation. Have at it.  

Marcovaldo by Italo Calvino
Started: October 28, 2015
Finished: November 1, 2015
Stars: 3/5

Light and humorous but also deep and slightly depressing. It talks about struggles in Italy in post-World War II and the Mussolini regime. It all centers around the life and struggles of Marcovaldo and his family while trying to adjust to city-life after living in the country. 

It’s structured much like The Moveable Feast where it is like a montage of episodes strung together. 

It’s beautifully written with the abundant imagery and colors used. It’s also funny. While Marcovaldo struggles to survive, what he comes up with to try and get ahead in life is funny. He is naive and hopeful in a world of capitalism and selfishness. It is a battle of nature versus industrialization and machinery. 

The Lover by Marguerite Duras
Started: November 8, 2015
Finished: November 10, 2015
Stars: 5/5

Is it an autobiography? Or is it fiction? It’s difficult to tell with Duras’ book. She talks a lot about photography and image in the book and is conscious of her own image, literally. The writing in this book is phenomenal (hence the five star rating). 

She talks about race in a colonial country. She talks about abuse. Attraction, desire, lust. Familial relationships. Self-worth and self-image. Duras covers a lot of issues and topics in this short book. 

While this book’s plot and characters are slightly bothersome, you are so focused on the plot that you don’t really care about the uncomfortable age gap between the main character (who doesn’t have a name) and the Chinese (also name-less) as soon as the writing sucks you in to the book. 

Same relationship as Lolita, but I’ve never read Lolita so I can’t really compare the two other than the general fact that there is an older man having a sexual relationship with a much younger girl. 

But really, this is such a great book. 10/10 would recommend. 


Pale Fire by Vladimir Nabokov
Started: November 18, 2015
Finished: December 2, 2015
Stars: 4.5.5

Reading this book is like reading a story and not knowing what the heck is going on. But in a good way, I promise. To get the whole beauty of the book, you have to read the page from cover to cover. You have to read the preface, the note, the poem, the appendix, the index, everything. Nabokov sets up this chess match that you don't even know you're a part of. And he wins. Every. Time. 

I read this book twice because the first time, I was like what the heck did I just read. And then the second time I noticed the brilliance. There are definitely two different schools of thought on how to interpret the characters and the whole point to the book. I won't get into that to prevent this from sounding like a preachy paper. 

It's great. You'll love it. Go read it now.



This post is also as long as Merlin's beard so it's fitting.

Thursday, January 28, 2016

The Jar

I'm writing this post as I watch Merlin on Netflix (I'm on season 4). So who's having a great night? That would be me. I am having a fabulous knight. (Get it?) And side note about the show Merlin: The producers/directors/writers were brilliant because they include a bunch of little details that are related to the King Arthur Legend that you wouldn't catch unless you knew about them or watched for them. It's really satisfying for me as the viewer (and slight obsessor).

Update on my very exciting (not) life. I am drowning in reading homework. Which is my own fault because I enrolled in 3 upper-upper division classes that all occur on the same day. But all of my professors are great and the readings are actually entertaining and I'm having a swell time underneath all these pages of mandatory reading. (send help or food or tea)

Sadly, because I am spending all of my free time doing the reading homework for my classes,  I (so far) don't have the time to read books for leisure. So all those sequels and new releases that I've been waiting to come out and wanting to stick my nose in, all those wonderful pieces of literature will have to wait. *sigh*

The roomies of 214 have also decided to use a "wtf" jar for all the weird stuff that we do. If you've seen New Girl, it is much like the concept of the "the douchebag jar." I think that I'm the victim of this situation because I do a lot of weird things. Like prance around and meow. It is undecided what the proceeds of the jar will go towards, but it will be something cool. Something big.

Night Train by Martin Amis
Started: January 14, 2016
Finished: January 16, 2016
Stars: 3/5

I have read a couple of Martin Amis' short stories so I wasn't quite sure what to expect with this novella. Mike Hoolihan, despite the male name, is a female detective. And a well-skilled and trained detective who has been in the force for a while. She is chosen for to determine whether the Colonel Rockwell's daughter was the victim of a murder or her own suicide. It is obviously a case that's close to heart for Mike and the rest of her task force and she is chosen because of the closeness between Mike and Jennifer Rockwell.

This isn't a book that is centralized on the mystery or the action of the book. It's an emotional journey through Mike's head. Mike talks about how the "police" don't look for the why in a case. They don't care about that answer. They care about the who, the what and then how. What is interesting is that the whole book is about the why. Why what happened to Jennifer happened? Why? Mike is distressed with this question as she stays up late to listen to the Night Train that runs by her house.

The only problem with this book was the fact that it was a British author writing about the American police force. Amis used terms to describe the American police system that just aren't used. I was confused at the beginning because I was thrown off by the language and the terms that Amis used.

While reading it, I wasn't particularly intrigued by the characters or the plot, but when I finished the book, I was confounded by the concept of the novel. As police they don't ask the why question because they aren't emotionally attached to the case (usually and ideally), but with Mike and Jennifer's case, she is emotionally invested. Jennifer's father is a close friend of Mike's and Mike was fond of Jennifer— everyone was fond of Jennifer. This emotional attachment is what causes Mike to ask that heavy "why" question.

[this book was my murder mystery book for my 2016 Reading Challenge]


SOP: Love Yourself by Justin Bieber
I have no idea why he hasn't made a real music video for this song because this song is great. Ily Biebs (but not in a weird way, just you know normal level.)